In my head

I am constantly talking to myself in my head.  Sometimes I even word things as if I were posting to a blog.  I should keep a journal.  But most of the time I want to write is so I can vent all my anger or sorrows.  I feel a positive journal would be a lie.  Not because I am not truly blessed but because I am writing what I think others should read.  No one needs to know the true thoughts that go through my head.  But I am writing for me and not for you. So it will be whatever I decide.  It will be true.